As I’m sitting here, reminiscing on who I am, I am slowly starting to realize that my life has been built up by the world, by my parents, and by myself. How far has that gotten me? People who somewhat know me can tell you that I’m a “good” kid at heart who’s into bad things but I know I’m so much worse than that. There are many things that I keep to myself and don’t expose to the world because I’m afraid of how they will take it. No one in the world admires deceit, manipulation and corruption- all of the things that have so much to do with my life. The Eric of this world has only led me to trouble. The Eric of his parents has only led me to dishonesty. The Eric of myself has only led me to an inevitable failure. I’m with done with that. I’m done with trying to make my own life. The lord needs to break me to build me again, this time in his ways and in his love. I know I have fallen and will fall again. The judgment of the world will come. They will label me as a hypocrite, an unworthy one, and a hated one but I don’t care because I’m done with the Eric that I tried making. Jesus, break me and rebuild me as the Eric you have created.
Love All,
GhanDEEP
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