Lost and Insecure. Who found me?

“Why am I so lazy?” That question hit hard and sparked a million different possibilities but only one seemed to hold truth.

Again, “Why am I so lazy?” because me trying my best, me working my butt off, me going one hundred percent just isn’t good enough. It’s not good enough for the world, it’s not good enough for my friends, it’s not good enough for my parents, it’s not good enough for her, it’s not good enough for me, and most importantly it’s not good enough for God. In other words, I’m not good enough for anything or anyone. I don’t know why I feel the way I do but I do know that it has to change.

I am a boy of dreams hoping to do great works for Jesus but until I can overcome this way of thinking I will never mature into a man of reality to actually accomplish whatever Jesus has planned for me.

I’m desperate. Anyone with any answers please share.

Love All,

GhanDEEP